Coming back *again* is a bit different...but the same. Same same but different ;) I'm different. This place is different. Sordof the same but different. More open to me, to my heart, to my spirituality. Instead of sucking it from me San Diego is feeding me. Feeding my intense desire to stay on my path. To run on my path. To help others find their path.
My Truth is so sweetly delicious and gorgeous, I love it. I have so many to thank for helping me see who I really am, and what I am not. I am not flesh and blood, not really. Only on this earthly plane. I can feel, taste, see, hear, and cry. So much to know and learn while we are here, in such short time. Gotta be open to it all. Gotta embrace the energy flow, gotta be real.
I have pain in my shoulders, my legs, my heart, but all in all I am so good. So so good. So open, so integrated, so loved and loving. Just a few hours ago it really hit me that I'm not in Bali anymore. I'm not with Larisa, the tribe, and my family. I'm with my blood family but not my spiritual family. It's hard but not as hard as I thought it would be.
I think I've found a family in my own heart, in my Self, in my soul. I'm always here and I'm never going anywhere else. I can't wait to go back to Bali, back to Thailand, Laos, India...and now I know it will be even better than before. I bring so much light to me wherever I go, so many amazing creatures to play with and open my heart to. I love that mirror, when you can truly see the light in someone else and know that it is the Divine, the same light in my own.
I dearly miss my Bali brethren. We are soon to be reunited, once my body has landed completely in this time zone. Man, I love Asia. Amana said I'm "asia-fied" and she is right! I lovelovelove Asia and she loves me, too. Can't wait to go back!!
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